If only

The walls started closing in, 

the kind of nights that got tears streaming started creeping in.

You and me,

we both became glass.

Breaking both of our hearts, 

I laid in bed trying to forget the firsts of us.

It didn’t matter where we were,

I didn’t want to mess this thing up for sure.

All I tried was to chase the sun trying to make it perfect,

if only I gave it a little time, 

we might have been able to see the sunset.

I would have tried harder if only you saw the efforts that I made,

but all you did was to point out my mistakes.

You brought the kind of night that made me worthless in my own eyes.

You brought along the kind of night that felt like I won,

yet you got me losing my own sight.